This weekend you are vacillating between your ideal vision and what has made you feel comforted in the past.
We are at the beginning of an astrologically active month. Too often this year has felt chaotic, where change is happening too fast and it is difficult to tell what is yours to stabilize. This month will be rife with opportunities to sort through the mess to identify what you want to keep and what you can sweep away to build something you actually want over the next year.
Stop trying to choose between ideal and past habits, instead, look at each of these separately. The ideal (Venus) is based in Left Brained Libra, while Jupiter is overwhelming you with right brain imagery. So do something like make a vision board for each – one for your left brain ideal and the other for the most comfortable environment you can think of.
Right now, you want to bring both into your awareness. This is the first step of revising your goals. Then later, as the other transits of the month occur, you can do the work.
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